Sep 19

I thought i could give it up...
And i did..
but it keeps on coming back
This hole in my heart, this stupid feeling
can't believe i just shackled myself again

And i know that its my fault
That I can't feel Him as near as before
But it was my own choice, my own willfulness
i thought i was strong enough
And all i can go now is ask for forgiveness

But theres still so many obstacles