Something Different

Well...instead of this just being some normal post, i'm trying to use this to kinda sort out my thoughts....coz right now i dont really know what i should be feeling...

Bout a week ago...i think i kinda hurt a fren of mine....of course being me...i didnt notice that i was even hurting that fren. i guess this is what they call the only child syndrome, where you dont notice things around you....well....this kinda sucks....coz our relationship is kinda strained at the moment...and everytime i see that person i kinda feel that i shld have never said those things....

Well....i guess that i shld REALLY go apologize....the thing is...i dont even KNOW whether it was because of what i said...even though i have quite a gd idea...its not 100%. yeah....and i cant even find an opportunity to...its quite hard to do this sorta thing.....coz we were once great frens....

i guess the only thing left for me to do is to fix it...it really is affecting my spiritual life....this is kinda "if one brother holds a grudge against you, leave your offering there, go make peace with him, and then give your offering to the lord kind of situation"....

Well...thats all for this post....nites...