Thats that

Well, its been quite an episode, but this time, i really decided to let go...
It has been one of the more painful things to do,....but it must be done...

Focus on what is ahead(which is on Christ) rather than what is present......will make this journey much easier - Thanks Eucky

Still, theres always this nagging feeling in the back of my head, the part which wont give up...it might take 1 day to go away, or maybe a week, or mayb forever, but right now, theres so many much more important things to worry about, and this is not the time to waste on this nonsense.

"If you have faith the size of a musturd seed, you can tell this mountain to 'throw youself into the river' and it will be done" This is my mountain, and right now, it can go throw itself into the river. And hopefully, it will stay there.

Nites

Sep 19

I thought i could give it up...
And i did..
but it keeps on coming back
This hole in my heart, this stupid feeling
can't believe i just shackled myself again

And i know that its my fault
That I can't feel Him as near as before
But it was my own choice, my own willfulness
i thought i was strong enough
And all i can go now is ask for forgiveness

But theres still so many obstacles

Tuesday, Sept 11

Somebody hopes that someday you'll see




That Somebody's me